Maybe you'll see this, maybe you won't.

Thank you, for being yourself again, for loving me, for letting me love you, for being caring and kind and understanding, for treating me with respect, for tiring me out with a great day so that I may be able to sleep through my nerves. I can't wait to see you tomorrow.

I wish I could sleep at night. I wish you wouldn't yell at me so easily. I wish bunches of golden, ripe bananas would appear out of thin air at 4:23AM for me to eat. I wish you would come back. I wish I had more time.

I sometimes wonder why I care.